I no longer want to be a part of the land of the living.

Whenever I listen to Ben Folds I pretend that I'm "Kate" or that "Brick" isn't really about abortion, but it's just that one line : "now that I have found someone, I'm feeling more alone than I ever have before": repeated endlessly.
I wonder what that says about a person? I'm beginning to think that, all mediating circumstances aside, I am just a lonely, morose and darkly pensive person. I'm still working on the what-to-do-now 0f that realization. I feel like no one could ever be expected to love someone like that.

New Years Resolution

whatever happened to this thing? When I moved I left too many things behind.