I broke my necklace tonight. I have a pair of soft-cotton Victoria Secret pajamas that I reserve just for nights like these.

He once said I was one of the happiest people he had ever met.

It's times like these I'm not sure exactly who I am. I feel two things for sure:

1. I am Thumbelina. I am the only person like myself and I have no faith that I'll find a counterpart
2. I am, at once, two complete halves that are perfectly opposite. It is this reason that has made it so hard to figure out exactly who I am. You know, if someone asked me to describe myself I wouldn't know which person to start with. This stems from my 17 year old exile. I had to become a whole different person, and ever since then I've been trying to become the person I lost. I never got to be 17, I wonder what it would feel like.

P.S. Moviegoer might have just trumped A Moveable Feast for my favorite book of all time. I feel like Walker Percy wrote his character "Kate" about me. How fitting.

"I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love. It will sharpen it, forgive its vice. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love."

A clairvoyant once told my mother to give me a camera.

Today at Publix my cashier looked at me quizzically and asked, "Are you a photographer? You look like someone who takes pictures"

Is the universe trying to tell me something? What a cruel joke, I've never been good at photography.

Whenever I see couples in love on television it's the equivalent of watching the Olympics. Like, that's cool, but, I'll never learn to do it and wasn't born with the talent.

Diane Keaton

Damn, she's got style.

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Milan Kundera makes the best pro-casual sex argument that I've ever heard.

Lately I've been feeling bored and despondent with the idea of sexual intimacy; the idea of sex has become overrated. I hope I meet someone to change this opinion.