Thursday, March 10, 2011

Once I wanted to be the greatest

I think I'm not doing well at work. Somehow no matter how many things I accomplish, one set back makes me feel like I know nothing at all. On the one hand, I don't feel challenged and I know for sure that I'm not living up to my potential. On the other hand, I love my schedule and I've been enjoying living a life that isn't centered around my job.

I guess I've been skating by, going through the motions. When did I become okay with being sub-par? I used to want to be the best at everything. I lost that somewhere along the way. I feel second-rate. I could do more, be more. I should.

Sometimes I wish I just had a desk job.

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