George Orwell is ruining my life. I just finished "Down and Out in Paris and London" and he had some pretty awful things to say about the restaurant industry. He refers to a chefs work as such:
"He earns his bread in the sweat of his brow, but it
does not follow that he is doing anything useful; he may be only supplying
a luxury which, very often, is not a luxury. "
Years ago I think I had a much more idealistic view of the future; Even when I was a kid my endeavors were limitless: I wanted to save the world, do a little good for mankind. Somewhere down that line I decided that I just wanted to co-exist - and now I feel so disappointed in myself. I love what I do, but is my work really useless? Would my occupation feel unsatisfying? I keep asking myself these questions and feeling so confused. I know it's not because I don't love what I do, it's just that I'm terrified of having to get a real job and grow up. Maybe I just keep thinking "what am I doing with my life?" because I want more.
In happier, less distressing news: I painted this week for the first time in months. Despite my abuse of the talent, it still felt natural. And it felt so good to create.
In happier, less distressing news: I painted this week for the first time in months. Despite my abuse of the talent, it still felt natural. And it felt so good to create.
1 comment:
paint me something pretty! ily
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