but I am finally in Pittsburgh. In this big empty house.cold & alone.
and I love it.
I realized yesterday while at 30,000 feet that if that was the day I just ceased to exist there would be lots of things I would regret doing. But while I am still kicking, I plan to unpack my old life into my new life and decorate accordingly.
and, unfortunately, I am going to ignore my heart and refuse to tell him how I really feel. There's no point in it really. I'm convinced he knows and convinced no good would come of it. I should focus on new options and try my best not to sabotage myself in the process.
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