Occasionally, I feel really far away from the people I consider myself closest to. I sometimes can't relate to them & I sometimes realize that I'm not really that involved in their lives. It's as if everyone's living their lives while I'm in a separate room, watching through a window. I feel a bit saddened & suffocated by the fact that no matter how hard I try, I can't really make myself be a bigger part of anyone's life. But overall, I feel kind of glad & relieved that there is something separating me from everyone else. Sometimes, I wish I could just have one person that's my person. & I'd be his or her's one person, too. But most of the time, all I want is to be alone in my surroundings & spend all of my time sewing, painting, gluing, drawing, creating things with my hands.