Sunday, February 17, 2008
I have this paranoia
that people find it easy to love me, but also are quickly pushed away by me. I'm not sure what it is, but I've been noticing it my entire life. I mentioned it once to someone, they told me I was being crazy. But it's like a recurring cycle. Somehow, I transfix people; then, I quickly repulse them. Explains why, as of late, I've been finding myself as the rebound.
That settles it, school starts in almost two weeks and all I want is to get this year of my life over with as soon as possible. I skipped being 17, I can skip being 20 if I want.
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