Wednesday, March 19, 2008

long walk home.

First day of Spring and it just started snowing. I'm in desperate need of UV-light and Vitamin D or else I'm liable to just run my car over a bridge. (plenty to choose from) I miss sunlight. Trees. Green life. I have a break from school and work until Tuesday, which I plan to fill with lots of introspection. I am too stressed and for some reason I feel like I'm going to sabotage my success very shortly. I've never been more familiar with exhaustion before. When did I stop smiling? I'm suddenly hostile, and I regret living with people because I hate being this vulnerable all of the time.

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