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I might as well accept that I am a professional single. Whether or not I'm happier this way makes no difference, it seems it's just my place in life to be the third-wheel, the somewhat discontent cynic, a muse of sorts. I'm not dissapointed; it is what it is. If God gave me the choice to be in love right now, I'm sad to say I probably wouldnt take it - Id rather invest what Ive got in the people around me. Because, truthfully, I can't trust love. and I can't afford it right now either.